I like to think I can handle the sun in whatever dosage and exposure chance may provide, that it’s a nice-to-have, an elective. Most days, I even believe it. So when I drive home and catch a patch of sun against a building in a way I’ve not seen in a while, I nod and keep it moving.

A bit of wan, low sunlight out of the western evening sky hits the southwest corner of a squat square gray building Wednesday, January 17, 2023 in the 2700 block of San Pablo Avenue in Berkeley, California.

We thought briefly about movies, swept up, did laundry, moved a few boxes around, then rested and felt the sun shine through our balcony window. Finally we ordered a takeaway from the spot and got snacks from the drugstore. Now I’m marking Sademas with album relistens, as you do.

A small black cat lies on its left side on brown fake wood patterned vinyl flooring, soaking up sunlight Monday, January 16, 2023 in San Pablo, California.

I’ve fallen out of a Sunday morning habit, and haven’t gotten back to it since Christmas weekend. But I’m still trying to be in Oakland for a few hours, and maybe one other day. At least there was decent sleep to start, bacon and coffee early in and some fun in standard tuning.

A mural size abstract depiction of two purple tights wearing legs ending in shoes that look like rainbow colored flying fish, against gunmetal gray paint covered shuttered pull-down grate Sunday, January 15, 2023 in the 3300 block of MacArthur Boulevard in Oakland, California.

It started early with a bunch of vivid dreams and a test, a bit of driving around and a clean-up on the home aisle, a steady build to a successful finish of a long delayed reading assignment and seeing a few folks. Now, to tend to my sore non-throwing arm and get some real rest.

A rainy stretch of the 3600 block of Macdonald Avenue in Richmond, California outside J&J Fish and Chicken restaurant around 4 pm today, January 14, 2023.

I went to a small class with three other men roughly my age. All of us were there to learn how to use a little gizmo that would track specific information about our health. We listened, looked and asked questions, but didn’t look around at each other. I hope all of us stay well.

A view from the west side of the third floor of the Kaiser Medical Center parking garage near Eighth Street in Richmond, California. Outside the garage, the street below is empty, the branches of several trees next to a sidewalk are mostly bare and brown and the sky above is light gray, bright for mid morning and steadily raining.

I’ve lashed myself to the mast over things this week: health, entertainment of guests, home and hearth duties and, again, work. Things will get done, still be kind of a drag and eventually pay off: that’s what I keep telling myself. There’s non-alcoholic bubbly in it for me too.

A solid gray band, well, as solid as it can be given what it is, of clouds above a low winter afternoon sun shining softly through a scrim of thinner, fainter clouds Thursday, January 12, 2023 in San Pablo, California.

Month in, month out, I drag my heels when it comes to reading what I ought and pass up the necessary for the airy distractions of bright, shiny things. When I am going to make a living? Push past these notifications, bend toward the tasks and everything that they ask? Who knows?

Illuminated tree branches lit from below, seen against pitch black sky, at an armed forces memorial site at the corner of Civic Drive and Broadway Wednesday evening, January 11, 2023 in Walnut Creek, California.

We started by wrangling documents and driving, thankfully not far. We were each home and dry before multiple afternoon rounds of rain, wind and hail. Now: looking at numbers from yesterday, trying to remember a letter’s inspiration and readying my usual frantic book club catch-up.

A roughly diagonally aligned wedge of light gray cloud edged with white light from sunlight shining down above it against a light blue late afternoon sky as seen Tuesday, January 10, 2023 in San Pablo, California.

I stopped by the greenway to marvel at last night’s rain before driving over to Richmond’s Iron Triangle to see a guy about a body (mine), tell him what the body’s been up to for the last year (doing nothing unholy, thank you very much) and get good advice on this year’s upgrades.

The view on Monday, January 9, 2023 looking north from the fifth and top floor of the Kaiser Medical Center parking garage at 9th and Nevin streets in Richmond, California. Below the garage is an empty parking lot that used to house an outdoor clinic for COVID 19 and flu vaccination shots; that clinic has moved indoors to an adjoining building.

As I laid in bed last night and listened to rain falling outside, I saw distant lightning flash past, followed by very soft and low rounds of thunder. Reading a blog post this evening, I learned more might show up overnight. I can’t say I miss them much, but they’re nice visitors.

Raindrops making a splatter pattern scattering across the surface of the patio balcony's cement outside our apartment Sunday, January 8, 2023 in San Pablo, California.